Level 2/ Day 16

Level 2/Day 16

Tuesday February 17th

Literally drug myself out of bed this morning, wasn’t feeling like doing much of anything. Really wasn’t feeling life, I was emotionally and physically exhausted; I probably wouldn’t of got out of bed today if I didn’t have to.
Still really sad, I had to eat something today so I had a small bowl of cream of wheat, while working on my school project/presentation.
I set up my meeting with my group for 2:00.. I still needed to do my work out, go tanning and shower. Plus finish this whole presentation.
I ended up sitting on my couch watching the real world, really frustrated with this whole distance thing. I talked to Kiel throughout the day, which put me in a better mood, but its still not the same without him with me.
I finally got the motivation around 1:00 to do my workout, then went tanning on the way to base for my meeting.
From there my day was just chaos. I was late for my meeting, late for setting up my project.
I just have no motivation, half of me wants the care the other half just wants to cry. For dinner I had some random little samples from the group presentations at class today for dinner. I went to Target and Walmart after class to look for Army Wives season three, but couldn’t find it. I got three pound weights, and some other random things but I think I am just going to watch a movie on demand until I am tired.

Good Night